I’m not sure why but the hanging of Saddam has really bothered me. On a completely different note. I went online tonight and got three offers for dinner-movie-sex dates. Flattered as I am. Its a bit scary thinking about going out with anyone. I think because I haven’t been in such a long time. The focus has been elsewhere and for the most part still is. I’m not sure what scares me about it, maybe that I won’t be liked or that I’ll be boring and overly serious and quiet. Anyway, I also got an invitation to visit with someone I know and have cheesecake. He’s shown interest in me in the past and he is very cuddly so what’s the harm.