I have to say that today I’m really beginning to feel good again. I’ve been in a bit of funk for the last couple of weeks. I just couldn’t get my act together. I was beginning to feel overwhelmed by the incidentals of life. I’m feeling like I’m coming bck. I have a plan and have been following it with inspite of not seeing results more quickly. School has suffered as a result of this. I’ve missed almost six classes because of it. I’ve been following along with the class from home or work. I’m only a small bit behind on the projects. I plan on getting those finished in the next couple of days and then move on to further projects. Personally, things have been moving forward inspite of myself. I don’t remember if I shared that I started taking lamasil for my toenails back in October. Well, the short story is I’ve had progressivly worse problems with my feet and toes since I was around 11. They have always been a souce of immense embarresment. Well, as it turns out I took the bull by the toes, so to speak and with my insurance and a doctors prescription undertook taking the lamasil tablets everyday starting last October. You are only supposed to take them for three months. They aren’t very good for your liver. I stopped taking them in January (I missed part of a months prescription). My nails and feet I’m happy (very) to say are now showing strong signs of normality. They are pink and thin, not yellowish/brown and thick. The doctor tells me that everything should be back to healthy by the Summer time. I’ve always associated my feet as a sprirtual symbol of my ability to move on in life and so with them returning to health, it feels sprirtually like I’m able to move forward as well. I know some will think thats all just a bunch of crap, so what, its my crap and it works for me. Aside from this, I’m stoked about Nina Hagen coming to town, for her 50th birthday bash. I’ve always been a fan of her strange brand of music and so to see her will be so much funn. I may become so inspried by her that I’ll start speaKING in KringSPeak.

Author: Ken Craig-Saunders

Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.