Something shifted when my grandmother died. She was the last connection of the oldest connections to this world that I had. The shift was financial. I’ve really struggled up until then and not so much since. Sure things get tight on occasion, like they do for most folks. I’m ok today. I was having a dark doldrums last night, anxious and I couldn’t sleep, feeling depressed and somewhat lonely. I never use to feel lonely. I mostly still don’t. I’m craving sunshine and warmth. I think that’s why I long for LA right about now.

Author: Ken Craig-Saunders

Born in New York, Educated in the Berkshires, Became an adult in CA and found my Soul in Seattle. I'm a bearish middle aged, happy man who lives w my husbear in the OC.