Now that I’ve got that uncomfortable bit out of the way. I need to think about what I can do for myself, since it’s highly unlikely that I’m going to get the babying that I want. I can
go to the gym
go for a walk
clean the house
read a book
call my agencys for work (more money always makes me happy)
go get a nice coffee
go take some interesting pictures.
go clothes shopping
or realize that I have everything I need in my life right now.