I went to the Cuff last night for Rocky Horror night. Mike and another friend Jeff have been doing Rocky for years, they were both profiled on VH!’s Rocky Horror special. I drank coffee all night, per my doctors no alcohol orders. There were a bunch of other friends there as well. I had such a good time. We all went over to Full Circle afterwards they were having a drag show going on. They have the best drag show in the area and unfortunately most don’t know about it yet. Imagine drag queens that are both talented and friendly. I left around 1130pm, had some dinner, watched Survivor and the Man show on the Tivo and headed to bed.

Samhain eve. A midst all of the mini-storms going on around me. I haven’t really stopped to reflect on how wonderful this Fall has been. Chilly, beautiful leaves everywere. I have a small ritual of rememberance planned for tomorrow night. It has been my custom since I was very small to put out pictures of those that have passed on from this life. I will make dinner and set a place for them as a rememberance of the importance they had in my life.

I finally went to the doctor yesterday. I’ve been experiencing nausea pretty much 24/7 for the last two weeks. it’s fairly uncomfortable. She poked and prodded, she drew some blood. I’m on 2 medications now, one for my tummy and one for my gut. I’ll be going back later on this week for the lab results. She suspects that it might be my liver. I mention this mostly to let folks without insurance in the Seattle area, like myself know that there is a clinc that works on a sliding scale. My visit was 50, but I only had to pay 10. It’s called the country doctor, they’re located at 500 19th Ave. East up on Capitol Hill area. Well time to get dressed and ready for classes.

I went out last night, it was mostly fun however, the ending wasn’t quite what I was expecting. I’m not sure when I’ll learn that a leopard can’t change its spots.

I am leaving tomorrow for Pullman, I’ll be doing the driving of course. I’ll be there through Sunday morning when I will head back home. I’m doing ok with Fialo’s passing its still really hard to absorb and take in. He was just here at the beginning of August, he and Nathan (and Michelle) helped me move. I’m so grateful that I had the oppurtunity to hangout and enjoy his company one last time.

On a different note, one of my classes was really kind of wierd today. I was in my Networking class and one of the other people in class asked the teacher to explain a point he had made. This guy behind me didn’t like it, he mumbled loud enough that everyone heard him, “that’s a stupid fuckin question”, “just let him give his lecture asshole.” I was taken aback needless to say, it just struck me as very angry and just well, wierd. After class was over the guy who he said it too, turned and said which of you was mumbling, I just pointed at the guy behind me. They started to discuss it and well long story short the last thing I heard the mumbler say to the guy asking the question was “You can’t tell me what to do!! if you’re that fuckin stupid then you need to get a tutor.” on it went as they continued to argue while walking down the hall. I don’t want to sit near either of them now. It was way too junior high for me, besides the question was relavent to what the teacher was talking about. I didn’t need to know it, but hey the other guy paid his tuition also and has every right to ask questions without fear of being verbally assaulted.

On a final note, the bird feeder that I hung on the porch has finally started attracting birds. There were a whole slew of chicadees (both male and female) taking turns eating from it.

Which is worse someone that is generally nice to your face but talks about you behind your back. When confronted with it denys having said anything and yet continues or the person who continues to associate with that person and you.? Just wondering.