I’ve been home sick the last couple of days. With being sick its brought me kind of down. So much stuff in my head. I want more out of life than the day to day, it feels so lacking. I used to feel purpose even when things were difficult but now, things are stable and moving forward like I had always wanted them to and yet there is very little sense of fulfillment in my life. Granted I don’t have a significant other in my life. I have Mike and I appreciate him, but like I tell everyone he is a friend and not my other. Sorry to be such a downer. These are all just growing pains or middle-age pains. I think I know why people have children. Having a child really takes you out of yourself and gives you a reason a purpose. At least I think that is one of the reasons. I will be going to work tomorrow and then working out after work. I do genuinely miss working now after work. School begins this coming Monday. I am looking forward to it. I will be taking two classes this Fall, Typography for the Web and a Visual Basic Programming course. I really must throw off this malaise that try’s to cover me from time to time.
Stevie Nicks – Trouble in Shangri-La – Fall From Grace