tumultuous thoughts

I’m being very naughty today. I’m not going to either of my morning classes. I like both of them I just don’t have the energy to go. I need some me time. I will go to my math class and I will have all of my homework done by the time Wednesday rolls around. I’m looking forward to New York. It’s only for a few days but it should be fun.

On another subject entirely. Weight, I weigh 243 pounds. I’ve been at this weight for some time now. I did gain a bit after I quite but not so much that it would make that much of a difference. I don’t like being this weight. I want very much to lose. Portion control, exercise and not eating 3 hours before bed are a few of the things that I need to start focussing on. I realize that I won’t have the same body I did when I was 26. I want a healthy body which I’ve been told should be around 190 if I workout. It’s almsot funny because when I lived in LA I couldn’t give a rats ass about how I appeared as far as my weight goes. I wasn’t as heavy back then either, I gained most of my weight after I moved up here to Seattle. Maybe its time to move back to LA? There certainly seem to be a bit more in the way of jobs there, LOL. Its so damn expensive though and my credit isn’t good enough to buy a home. How do you guys that live there afford it? I believe that at least one of you lives in the West Hollywood/ Hollywood area. I seem to have a perpetual “grass is always greener on the other side” thing going on between LA and Seattle. it does flair up considerably in the Winter, or in this case after winter when we have a few days of beautiful weather, sun clear skys and in the upper 50’s (oooohh), thats shorts weather for us. I saw several folks with shorts on yesterday after class. It’s supposed to be the same today. It’s 35 right now. Well, I’m off to get a coffee.

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