I’m not in a very good mood. It started Saturday night for me. Some plans I had fell thru which was ok, cause other ones came up. I went out with a few friends of mine but every place we’d go I’d bump into people that I didn’t like. It really sucked because there were these blemishes on my evening standing right there. It really just set me in a bad mood. Sunday my mood continued but there was some relief in that I spent the day being lazy, window shopping and having lunch with Mike up on Broadway. Monday my mood returned because there was just so much to do, I felt rushed. The same thing Tuesday except this was more because someone in my life dissapointed me. Today’s Wednesday and I still feel icky. I’m not sure if it’s the weather or things in my life or things not in my life or my upcoming 40th birthday. I know I don’t feel so happy right now and I could really use some babying.