I’m just in a pissy mood. I’m having some ongoing issues with relationships of all kinds in general. I don’t know why I just am. I’m mad at my weight, I’m mad at having to talk with the morons that I have to talk with on the phones. I’m confused about my relationship with Boo. I Love him and I am committed to him, however, I’m questioning the reasons why. I need a vacation I need some space I need some hope and joy in my life. Everything that is wrong in my life spills out first into my relationship with Michael and then into my work and finally into everything around me. There isn’t anything REALLY wrong that would cause me to feel the way that I do,. I have a really great job, Michael is wonderful, Our home is wonderful, although some hardcore retail therapy (furniture) would definately be nice, Our animals are healthy happy and whole. I definately think there is something lacking in my Sprirtual life, it has been somewhat flaccid now for going on 8 years. I wonder if this isn’t the area that I perhaps need to focus on that and forming some goals. Creating space for more frequent vacations (with or without Mike). More

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